Part 32 The Chronicles Of Being Sarah Marie

“You Just Can’t Make This Shit Up;

Who The Fuck Did I Divorce?”

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It has been a loooooooong emotionally and physically taxing day.🤪. Awake at 3:30am to ride into work with my sister for my 5th or 6th (lost count) court appearance post divorce.

I wondered how I would feel seeing Dick and Tricksy for the first time in 3 years.

Would I want to slap the sh@t out of them? Would I want to run them down with my wheelchair? Would I be angry? Would I cry?

Well, I felt none of those things. I was just numb to it, all cried out, and immediately started to pray.

As crazy as it may sound, I felt a deep empathy and sadness for the inner turmoil and darkness someone must have to intentionally inflict pain, in a vindictive, malicious way, on someone that only showed them love.

I thanked God for giving me the strength to persevere, for my family who have held me up through it all, for my friends who encourage me through their presence in my life, for the ability to experience joy and laughter in the reality of what is, and the grit to never quit!

I have survived the unthinkable! More than 8,000 falls over the last 3 decades. And I’m not talking about little, oops I tripped kinda falls. I’m talking ohhhhhh shit I gotta have surgery to repair my shattered elbow; ahhhh damn I done knocked my teeth out a 3rd time; I can’t breathe I done cracked my ribs for the 7th time, damn, damn, damn James I done sustained 2nd degree burns from some hot a$$ grits; to I don’t know how many concussions, a dislocated shoulder on the left side, a broken shoulder on the right, bumps, bruises, metal plates, screws and far too many hidden, emotional battle scars, that have all made me MORE GRATEFUL, STRONGER THAN I EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE; A SURVIVOR, A WARRIOR, A FIGHTER, A QUEEN AND AN ABSOLUTE UNBREAKABLE SPIRIT!

I fall more in love with the woman I have become; the compassion I possess, the empathy I express, the capacity to forgive those who seek to harm me, AND continue to Inspire and Motivate others past their circumstances and pain simply by BEING the example of “rolling” inspiration in motion.😂

Please, ALWAYS Love, Honor, Respect, Value, Validate and Appreciate YOURSELF above all else.

Love and Light,

Sarah Marie🌹

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